Friday, August 20, 2010 ; 11:56 PM
This is what today was like.
I've so many many things to say everyday and i just don't have the right
mentality to write it... Lot's of things I want to moan about! But no use! It won't be accept~ :'(
All this just seems to be a cycle.
sigh~ Nothing could be done expect to accept it.
If it's going to be in this way, It'll be in this way.
Everything seems like fated.
I think you're really hating me now instead of love. It's been quite awhile since I've heard you saying that instead.
I've really hurt you so much that no matter what it can't be cover over with it.
Yesterday was just a happy day but now it was like that,
It's really hard to maintain making you happy everyday.
No matter what i said will be no use, It just won't be listen.
I know it's always a big matter for you.
It wasn't my fault now and you want to make a big fuss out of it till the extension of leaving me.
Nothing's fair for me & I know you'll say yourself as well.
But i just want to say, It wasn't what you've think?
For me now what I'm feeling was just like this, you no longer want to be with me.
Everyday just one small matter you'll just want to make it big till wanna leave me.
Yea maybe it's because you're very angry purposely spite me one, I'm ok. I understand.
I've notice it for quite a number of time already. Am I just contradicting myself that you don't mean it or is it real?
I hope it's not real.
Let's see if tonight you'll send me a good message before you are sleep.
Provide Not seeing this. If not, it's not counted.
If you don't get what i mean never mind, I know can already.
