Saturday, March 6, 2010 ; 2:15 PM
This is what today was like.
Toned
ystd night with my clique, although some didn't make me but it's alright we'll still have other time...
Went to
bugis and have our dinner as steamboat & BBQ... starting was not nice but after that was OK :) 3 out of 5
Some of them have their stomach fixed inside the toilet bowl,
LOL!
After wards took bus to
sentosa and slacked there for the night :)
Cooling at times and stuff at times.
A good & relax place.
My love ones are not beside me.
The whole night i didn't enjoy well.
I feel that I'm eating alone & staying outside alone.
After we drink finish, we talked about sad moments.
Then i notice that there's another guy that's worst than me, they've been together for 3years... From the tone that he talks i know that deep in his mind he's very sad. And he said that he cannot take it already but he's still enduring.
And some others things...
Cant i just enjoy happy moments with you,
Cant i just have you talking to me nicer,
The way you talk to me
I know you're giving up.
You dont think i'm your baby.
Talk so rude to me.
But i just got to hang it on.
I cant give up so easily.
You claims that i push you down but in fact i did not... I'm trying very hard to pull it back.
But the way you talk to me really demoralise me
alot but i just got to endure and think the positive way.
Deep in my heart i feel very sad & giving up,
but i know I'll regret if i do...
You're really a caring girl i wanted to be with.
I got to endure it well.
One of my friends said this to me ;
CM. says:
Liang ge ge must
zhen zuo de okay
&
CM. says:
Like if you think the slowly is very very slow
You try to speed up
Then = not too slow
More haste less speed^^
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This really helps me a lot & give me courage.
Thanks a lot..
