Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ; 1:25 PM
This is what today was like.
Things said have been demoralising,
Making me think wildy...
weeliang; How long do you want to cry for a girl...
me; I just feel like crying when i thought of it...
weeliang; Relax relax dont think so much...
me; But i will just think of it whenever i talk to her & broke down over & over again...
weeliang; Don think of it then, think of me :) HAHA!!!
me; Cannot she's more important, Hais...
weeliang; But she let you down you know...
me; Definitely i know, Just that i never say it out... But i just dont know how long i can hide feeling inside
my heart
weeliang; Dont hide la, Not good for yourself...
me; You think i want? If she dont say's it i wont feel it already right! You fucking dumbo...
weeliang; Dont scold me leh! I'm telling you only right!
me; I've no choice i need find someone to scold..
weeliang; Alright alright if scolding me will help you release your pain, go ahead then :)
me; I dont wish to also but I'm really in great pain,thanks bro!
weeliang; Of cause la,
Everytime you also need to coax & persuade her! Regardless of your fault or not! Big or small matter!me; No choice again, She's the one that i've to give in if not i'll regret... But i'm
afraid i cant take it
weeliang; Ya lo, somemore when she's angry or sad wont talk to you much one... Only say nvm nvm & nvm...
Nvm still nvm but talk to you one or two word only! SO COLD :(
me; Good that you know, Whatelse I'M ALSO AFRAID OF COLD... I'm sure the
one beside me knows...
weeliang; Get yourself one warmer instead of having one air-con la! HAHA!
me; I want the Air con to turn into one warmer!
weeliang; OH? Given the
AIR CON charaters i doubt so...
me; That's why I'm hoping for & That's what hope for :)
You just get's angry easily & often, Regardless of small or big matters... But nvm everything should be in my fault ba.. I must ouch to be more understanding & forgiving.
I'm really afraid one day i could'nt take it & i just ignored you...
I'm getting really tired,
Even the bao zhu jie have a good side of her, same goes to you...
I want more of it rather than that...
You're the girl i want, i've the deepest feeling for you...
But you attitude is not what i need...
Just right at the edge i wanted to jump off, you said something really sweet that pulls me back...
I just want to say i love you, whatever you say means alot to me...
