Friday, December 11, 2009 ; 1:58 AM
This is what today was like.
Why, It's painful!!!?? How come!!!???
Any angels willing to give me guidance and tell me what's in my mind out there... Just anyone, anyone!
Idk why, why am i so aggitated... Of cause i'll !!! OMFG, Some Idoits right infront of me trying to be a joke and flirt you and i`m just standing up! And yet you're pushing me down... IT IS'NT MY FAULT AND YOU'RE SHOUTING AT ME! WTF! Look what's all this rubbish? This is so heartaching looking at you, talking to me in this manner...
Do you mean you want me just watching him like that talk to you and i dont give a dame?
Do you want me to be like this?
How i wish you'll push him down instead. Sigh... I guess it's just me, one side thinking. You wont understand... Everyone will gets jealous and will be angry for sure. Nevermind...
The urge to smoke! Dame it, Sigh! i have to control it well because of everything! My health and my body! I`m only going to move forward! Nothing going to hold me back! I guess that's a big white lie, there's someone which had hold me down....
What's happening to me?! Omg... I just want you beside me now. I really need my dear.
There's one phrase whereby everyone must really remember! WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!
THIS IS LIFE!
Love is just like a circle...
Lot's of doubts... Cracking my brain.
1) 1+1 will it really be able to become 1?
or
2) 1x1 will definitely become 1.
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! What a joke. Wee's getting too emotional just over small things..
Is that wee?