Saturday, December 26, 2009 ; 8:48 AM
This is what today was like.
I just want to hear you want me and need me... And i know what i should do.
(23/12/09)
went to work a few day and someone took my number from my friend... Then she asked my friend for my number, my friend got call and ask me whether i want to give or not... But i just give lo, thought she'll want to tell me stuff about work but it's not like this instead of telling me she like me when she know i'm attached.
(24/12/09)
Thinking 0f lot's of thing... Not because i want to go to club but i just want listen to music and dance, to relax and think properly.
(25/12/09)
Went to meet my gf, and she keep on text and call me... something happen after that. What a nice timing...
She just walk off fast just like that and i stopped her for a few time, but at last i want you to go home but you dont allow me to send you home and i dont want to take bus so i just see you going off... And i sat there and stone, after that she came back and i was like so happy about it... thought you'll just go off. After that i waited for 20min Stand there and stone again, no text, no call, no one, guess you went off le ba. You came but you went off again, this time you did'nt turn back.
Cant bare to go home just like this so I walked to next bus stop hoping to find you but cant find you nvm, I continued to next bus stop but still cant find you, turned back often hoping to see you behind but dont have, guess this time you really went off alr... No more
HOPE this time round, was dame tired already wanted take cab home and no cab at that time!!! Wtf then walk futher to another bus stop, still cant find you and i sat down there and wait for cab alr... After that took on a funny uncle ride, told me big things about girls and they are pubor... so i just listen lo. I was like wtf and laugh but not all girls are like that i know.
After that the girl texted me again and said i deserve it for playing her feeling! LOL! Nvm forget it. I'm in no interest in you and i'm glad that i did played your feeling! While the other side is hard to settle which is my gf the
ONE THAT I WANT.. Headache :(Yea maybe i really deserve it for entertaining with her, i can only blame myself... How stupid am I.
It's ok, dont find trouble with her... I'm not protecting her, just saying not worth it. She's just a slut.I need to thanks both of you seriously, you is because you make me know how much she need me and you let me know that she's only worried about her own ass and push everything to me as though it's my fault
walan eh did'nt expect she would change so fast, few days ago still send me sweet msg and say you like me cause bla bla, and now like that... Fine nvm it's ok I'm not interested. So unlucky to meet till this kind of ppl.
(26/12/09)
She asked her friend to take back her mp3 from me ( she ask me to keep for her ystd ) ok nvm and so i gave her back... After that she texted me and say is my mp3 with you!? WTF!!! You ask your friend to take mp3 from me already you still sms me... Yea someone gave you chocolate and you sharing with our work mate although you did'nt ask me to take it but your friend asked me to take it. But i still dont want, no ty.. No more rubbish from you again, after that went i knock off... Was waiting for reynold to pei him smoke, ok so since i'm free... So i waited outside, THEN you purposely ask my another friend to eat chocolate when i'm beside him and so he went to take and asked me if i want and again no ty... Ok nvm, after that still ask me i haven go home ah? Of cause is waiting for friend... Thought you asked me to del you and ask me to take care? Still say all this funny things... Trying to por me again, So sorry not again... Now i talk to you not as a friend or what but just only workmate. I'm fucking fed up with that friend of yours, now i'm starting to boil... Wait till my degree went up to 100 degree and that'll be the time i PUAA you.
Today worked kitchen with my friend, so great... No one disturbing, only after boss came. Haha, we're talking alot and she came and scold us, still ask us want to talk chair and sit down here and talk or not... After that we never talk already. LOL!
I wanted to walk around in the streets alone and cool down but i cant my leg is kind of pain and tired so i went home sua... Hais, fucked up sia...
